marmota-b

I had not used this account in years and years. I'm tentatively coming back. Not sure if I do that as an "artist", or something else, but either way, I do it as a reconciliation of my past with my present and as a way to bridge the gap in between, on this site. It's not a big confessional. I don't think this is the space where I want to be confessing, and besides, there isn't much to confess in this context, aside from figuring myself out and putting my head in the sand concerning some things (like this side of my deviantArt existence) while I was doing so. The results of figuring myself out are: I'm not really an artist. I am, however, a creative person, so it's rubbish to keep putting my head in the sand concerning that around here. If you're still reading, and are the person this pertains to: Sorry for promises not kept. No excuse, only apologies for being an idiot for years.

Because there's no snow anymore. And flowers begin to bloom. Our cats are all confused now: my father had the bigger of the two spruce trees in our small garden cut down. It was becoming too big and completely shadowing our windows... I expected to feel sorry for it; but I actually liked the smell of the freshly cut wood, and I know the wood will be used (probably just for heating, but still). So no, I don't feel sorry for the tree. Not even when I know it was probably as old as me. It's a bit strange without it, but it also feels... more free. It was really shadowing the whole garden. And it's good to see blue skies in the morning when I

And I mean lots. Like something you'd normally only see in the mountains around these parts, and certainly not in my hometown. It makes me feel all warm and childish and mischievous inside. Perhaps we'll get stuck in the snow! :plotting: Plus, I discovered the fantastic Good Omens fictions by Daegaer on livejournal daegaer.livejournal.com on Saturday evening, and I'm slightly overdosed by now. It is reflected in the influx of Good Omens pictures in my favourites... I need to buy that book. And some others, too. Which makes it complicated. Whatever. I'll enjoy the fan-fiction in the meantime. And I suggest you do the same. I want to finish t